Tuesday, October 30, 2012


Sometimes the most frustrating part of living life is when people can't see you or when they choose to overlook you.  I'm not speaking of your external, which is the part of you that people created in their minds or the part of yourself that you're pretending to be.  

I'm speaking of your internal self.  The priceless spirit existing in the interior of your soul.  IN MY HEAD is a knowing that I am a good soul who desires to become the greatest soul that I can be.

I put in the work it takes to achieve it. This is why I protect the best of me & use what is left as my life lessons.  I'm still learning & always will have the desire to learn.  Never seek, instead be open to receive what feeds your soul.

I can only accomplish this from within & never outside of myself.  Your internal means your truth & everything within yourself.  Your external means everything outside of your true self.  In other words all of the things we cover up, dress up & suit up to look as put together as possible.
I focus more on what is going on inside of me.  This means that I need to be in tune with what is going on inside of my mind, body, spirit & soul.  When all is well with my mind, I can think clearly so that every decision I make will help me grow & not hinder me in life.  

When I take care of my body I feel free & my energy is all love.   When I allow my spirit to grow, that is when I truly live out loud.  When all is well with my soul then I will shine my light brightly on this world in unimaginable ways.
My personal truth is that I love to stick to my life script so I can flow forward not backwards.  I nurture my mind with positive thoughts.  I nurture my heart to keep it filled with love.  

I nurture my body to stay healthy.  I nurture my spirit for emotional strength.  I nurture my soul to be the powerful force that I know I was born to be.  Before I knew who I truly was, I would become frustrated & defensive. 

I would be upset with myself every time I allowed people into my life or personal space who tried to rewrite my life script to fit me into their life or world.  My lesson was "I ALLOWED IT".  We can't blame others for what we allow them to say, do & become in our lives. 
We all have different lives to live & experiences to have.  We cross paths to teach each other powerful lessons that provide personal growth, if we are open to it.  We are not meant to intertwine then become stuck within each others lives.  

We are meant to experience each other, learn from each other & grow with each other.  When one person becomes stuck or lack growth it is not wise to stop your own growth to get them where they need to be in life.  

That is their lesson to learn so they must figure out how to grow in life.  Trying to help others learn their lessons is one thing.  Becoming stuck in somebody else's lesson is living outside of yourself & focusing on the external.  

This is why it is so hard for people to let go of others & move on with their lives.  You will miss out on your own life lessons when you place too much focus on the external.  

Other people's lives is your external because it is outside of you & can distract you from working on yourself.  

Do you know how much work is involved in internal living?  A whole lot!

I reflect on myself daily so I am completely aware of everything about myself as well as what is going on within & outside of my personal space.  I don't see people instead I feel souls.

Some would say that I am energetically sensitive.  I would say that I am so in touch with my emotions & feelings that I am comfortable touching souls.  

I embrace the joy within humanity & what it means to step into another persons shoes.  It has taught me to be so much more compassionate.  

I've experienced a lot & I have seen people become too comfortable in their "perfect" external life.  When their lives fall apart, which happens to teach them life lessons, they fall apart & lose themselves.  This only happens when you live outside of who you truly are.  

When you become dependent on people, places, careers, trends & things to validate your worth, that's external living.  I live in a space of gratitude & give thanks daily for insight because I get my life.  I've done the work it takes to understand myself so I can create a positive flow to how I am living.  

I've learned to live my life from within so my worth does not depend on anything outside of myself.  The reason why I know without a doubt that everything will always work out in my favor is because I know the difference between living internally vs. external living.  

I love myself from the inside out because loving myself this way has truly worked out well for me.  I have learned how important it is to let go of the EXTERNAL part of life so I can explore the INTERNAL.  

I stay connected to my truth for wisdom & understanding.  I am guided by my soul, not by what society & the world thinks.  I'm not here to please, I'm here to free myself from anything or anyone that does not serve me well in life.  

Living my life my way allows me to stay connected to my soul.  If you don't learn to unplug from negativity you will always live outside of your true self.  Internal living is a way of loving my life in a way that allows me to use my moral compass daily.  

It makes me more conscious so that I take only the best of what this world can offer me & leave the rest behind.  I do not need everything in life.  I only need the right things in life.  I'm very particular & careful with what I chase in this world.  

I embrace everyone & offer love but I set boundaries for people to take the time to learn me, so they can truly appreciate me.  I remove greed, lust, selfishness, envy, hatred, negativity & self-loathing from my life to stay in flow.  

If it isn't love & peace, then I have no use for it in my life.  I never want to be consumed by people, places or things that will chain me to them & hold me back in life. I only need what will offer me more than enough room to grow within every aspect of my life.    
I should wake up every single day with an understanding & a knowing inside that I am greatness.  AND SO SHOULD YOU!  We are all one.  We are all connected unless we choose to disconnect from one another. *TRUTH*
When you get your soul right then your mind, body, heart & spirit will be too strong for this world to wrong it.  You have to look within yourself instead of outside of yourself.  Loving & living internally is the stepping stone to empowering yourself.  That's self-love!

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